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decent mood all day–though one lady at work has been repeatedly obnoxious and i don’t know why i felt so compelled to be antagonistic rather than just ignore her or let it go–it felt like i couldn’t really control it, despite my awareness and desire to stop

insanely increased appetite–i guess it’s good to be eating, but i am worried about eating so much

heartburn–maybe related to eating significantly more than i typically would

considering altering my diet to constant snacking rather than meal times

i really…really don’t want to gain weight

bloodwork check on thursday

blue blood moon eclipse wednesday evening

uh–i’m not sure

i’m so spacey and exhausted–energy beverage earlier helped sustain some energy, but i don’t want to depend on them

i don’t know how i feel about depakote–i guess i should see what the bloodwork says and continue it for the month since things can shift